I need to stop being such a stupid fool, and learn to deal with my problems on my own, and not burden my friends with them, and not yell at my friends when I'm upset at them. I need to learn to keep my mouth shut, in other words. Bleh. ._. At least one thing I've learned through all this shit - I can hide my feelings much better now.

It's always easier to share with your friends...distributes and lessens the pain. Friends are there to help...