...and so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed /just to get it all out what's in my head / and I, I'm feeling a little peculiar / and so I wake in the morning and I step outside / and I take a deep breath / and I get real high / and I scream from the top of my lungs / what's going on...

I've been feeling... odd lately. I feel like I care about everything, and yet I don't care about anything. There are many things I want to do, but I'm too lazy to do them, and there are many things I should do, but I can't be bothered. So I don't know where I'm going, what I'm going to do, I feel like I don't know anything...
What I know I really want to do is keep writing the story I'm writing now, but I'm not supposed to do that. I'm supposed to study, I'm supposed to do many things but not that.
I wish I could stay home tomorrow, but I have an exam... which is worth 30% of the final course grade, after exactly six lessons. I want to kill that bastard of a teacher. And I should be studying, not online wasting my time... but I can't be bothered.
So what do I do now? Heh. I dunno...