Cast your eyes on the ocean
cast your soul to the sea
when the dark night seems endless
please remember me...
(Loreena McKennitt, Dante's Prayer)

Heh. It figures.

Most of the time, I hate it that there's a monitor and miles of cables between me and the friends I talk to online.

But now, at least, I'm glad... I can at least keep up a semblance of normalcy, even if it's just a facade, a wall I'm putting up. At least, there, I'm not crying like the idiot I am, again, because of hurt I thought I'd forgotten and left behind.